i hate upsetting people

am i supposed to be upset bc she is?

i want to not care about what people think, but i have to when it affects other peoples feelings, no one should ever feel like theyre not good enough. & i dont wanna be the reason anyone feels like that. i look at how sad & upset it make her & i remember when i was like that. i knowww * that shell be okay & be even happier& be able to find peace eventually like i did. some people are meant to fall “in love\in like” & then fall out of it to learn a life lesson. thats what happened with me & nick, i knoww were not supposed to be together. but other people are supposed to find eachother & fall “in love\in like” later down the road. some people are just meant to be & thats how its supposed to be. others are not supposed to be. its high school falling “in love\in like” in high\middle school is irational, i should be the #1 person to know this=\ i just hateeee seeing people upset especially now that im happy with my life & look & see how she is how i was a couple months ago, it breaks my heart&theres not much i can do about it.